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kimberly anne tan
unlucky 13
~~SHPS~~ CGS
Class:6/8 o7 ll 1_ o8
Siblings:1 brother

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August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
October 2008
November 2008

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Friday, August 31, 2007

Maroon Fight

As Sarah would say, Miss Joyce Tan + Kimberly = Hatred! She was totally mean to me yesterday in front of the other prefects and Yi Heng. Also, she kept touching Yi Heng and calling him handsome. This... is... murder!

DEATH NOTE

Miss Joyce Tan

The Heat Wave

Kim T.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Maroon Fight

I have this bad habit of smashing my fist against stuff. This weekend, I smashed it against my bedroom wall and blood splattered all over the wall. I took a look at my knuckles and they were bleeding. Cool, huh?

Bleeding knuckles on left fist

Kim T.

Friday, August 17, 2007

Maroon Fight

I adore the idea of a BLACK class t-shirt... although a touch of red would be nice... just a drop here and there...

Injury Report:

Left heel hurts, unknown reason

I know it's not much, I gotta go work harder, hm? I tried snapping my wrists with my rubber band today, but the rubber band snapped before I could do any serious damage. I need to get my thumbtack back from Yi Heng for some serious stabbing!

The Heat Wave

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Maroon Fight

Oh my gosh! You won't believe how much I've eaten over the weekend! I ate a cookie and an Oreo wafer! Oh no oh no oh no... I'm not eating a thing for the next week! Oh yeah, time to report the latest injuries:

1 small scratch on right arm near wrist

1 small scratch on left arm near wrist

1 small scratch on left arm near elbow

2 big scratches on left arm near elbow

1 small cut on right wrist

Don't ask me how I got all these, 'cos I got one word for you: Bruce. Go find out who he is.

The Heat Wave

Kim T.

Saturday, August 4, 2007

Mary had a lamb,

His eyes black as coal,

If we play very quiet my lamb,

Mary never has to know.

Hi ppl!

I know judging by my blog's URL you think I'm very emo... but I'm totally not! I'm as party- and guy- crazy as any normal girl. I just... ... like BLOOD.

I don't cut myself on purpose or anything, but when I do (by accident) I just love watching it all flow out. When I'm really desperate I bite the inside of my mouth, which is what I'm doing now, or bite my lip (which bleeds really easily), and just SUCK the blood.

My friends all think I'm crazy or just want attention, but if that was true I would only let myself bleed when people are around. But the thing is, I do it in private as well.

I used to hate getting cut or injured, but just the other day when I fell and scraped both knees the pain was such a rush, like adrenalin, you know? When I showered that night I forgot about my knee, and since I like to bathe with warm water, when I turned on the showerhead the hot water just rushed down onto my wounds. It stung and hurt like mad, but I just left it there for a long time.

Another problem - my weight! I have to admit I've lost A LOT of weight recently, but I just can't to be slim enough. Daena, this super-skinny girl in my class, thinks I'm being dramatic or attention-seeking when I don't eat or complain that I'm fat, but she doesn't know how it feels like to look in a mirror everyday and seeing that you're just not good enough.

And it's just not my own blood I enjoy watching flow, it's others' as well. I know it seems sick, but when others are injured and bleeding I can't help staring at the dark red substance and wondering how it would feel like all over my hands... Well, no matter how crazy I've sounded for the past paragraphs, I think you'd all like to know that I do love stereotypes, and I am SO not in the gothic or emo one.

I don't think this guy and I are REALLY considered boyfriend and girlfriend, so I'll just call him my guyfriend, okay? So anyway, this guyfriend of mine is really cool about all this, and he's been showering me with compliments to make me feel better. Still, I just want someone to understand that I'm not acting. If I have a problem, so be it, it's just the way I am.

Kim T